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Ok, I've been deciding whether I write this or don't, and I made the decision to do it because of the things that happened on yesterday's evening.
Even though I failed on a lot of subjects at university, my parents told me that I could study in an institute to become an English translator. So right now (no joking) I'm studying for the entrance exam on february. If I fail this one, I'll have to enter again at the university...
And for what happened yesterday... I'm in a development team called Team Mystique that will make a Touhou fangame called Touhou Yatsugatake ~ Reawakening of Youkai Mountain, whose principal creator is :iconflowering-yaksha: and I applied to being part of the musicians because she wanted help with composing themes, and she allowed me to be part of a great group, where everyone support everyone. I re-arranged one of her themes because she wanted me to correct some parts, and I actually did. It was like 1 year without opening FL Studio, and she really made me to open it and work on it again. It was a really good experience, and she really liked what I did, I think most of the group thought that it was well done!
We were progressing, step by step, doing what we can do better. She was doing it too, but she had a problem that I would never wish to no one. She was jelaous of other artists that were ahead us with their projects, she was anxious because we weren't going fast enough for her, and she was depressed because she didn't feel like she was making any progress. We were there for her every day, trying to cheer her up and help her if she had a problem writing, drawing or composing. All people in the team are so nice, they really are good people. But these days she wasn't well at all, she was losing hope so fast we had problems cheering her up. I'm really worried about her.
Yesterday her mother became aware that her daughter is depressed, and took her laptop away and tried to investigate what was going on. She even talked with us and treat us like we were the roots of her problems, that she was bullied and other things...if only she could listen to her talented daughter. Now she can't be online anymore for an unknown time. We decided to take a break from the project and live our lives normally, but all of us are sad about what happened. I hope we continue it while she's gone.
I don't know how to raise a child, but I know her mother wants the best for her child. I feel this is not the way to do it, but I respect her decision. I don't know how much time will pass until she comes back, but I don't care if it's weeks, months, years, whatever, I'll wait and I'll be composing for her.
Meanwhile, if I can join another team, I'll do it. I don't know if I can find one as good as this one...
  • Listening to: SiIvaGunner
  • Reading: English and fucking Spanish exercises
  • Playing: Pokemon Uranium
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FlamerXMagofire Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2017
... Well, that really sucks :hmm: If I could make a suggestion, it'd be to at least complete the parts of the project that were already assigned, like, if there's anouther arrangement that needs to be finished and it's already half-way done, then try to complete it, so when your friend comes back, there's a bit less work to do... Then again, it might be a bit hard to coordinate that kind of stuff without a leader... :hmm:

... Y mi pesame con lo de traductorado :B (Yo lo intente, pero mi falta de pronunciacion y mi alergia a lo que sea "nivel academico" me impidieron llegar mas lejos :B)
FantasyTechnoWorld Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks~ and yeah, people in the team are doing things for the game, I'll do my part when they really need it because we only have a part of the 1st boss battle so I don't think I'm useful now :worries: Maybe when I have more time I'll arrange other themes.
Y gracias. La verdad no creo que pueda entrar, pero me aferro a cualquier cosa con tal de que me permita quedarme en mi casa un tiempo mas.
FlamerXMagofire Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017
Well, that's good. Maybe she'll recover some confidence if she comes back and sees that the project didn't suddendly die off... Though maybe revisions will be needed then...

Lo unico que me acuerdo de mi examen de ingreso era mas estilo lectura comprensiva de un texto corto que nos daban, y despues responder un par de preguntas o hacer un texto corto propio con base en un concepto que nos daban en el examen, como ser una celebridad dando una entrevista o algo por el estilo... Pero conozco a alguien que le cagaron las expectativas con preguntas de literatura argentina, con la logica de "si no sabes de tu propio idioma, como vas a a prender otro?", asi que, si podes, trata de averiguar que temas pueden aparecer, y si es el examen de ingreso solo, o hay un curso de ingreso para primer año.
FantasyTechnoWorld Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Update: she's back and ok~

Si, igual fui y pregunte por examenes de otros años y me dieron todo para practicar y estudiar, y ahora en febrero voy a ir a unas clases que ofrece el instituto para nivelar español 
FlamerXMagofire Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2017
That's great =D Give her my regards :XD:

Ah, entonces menos mal que preguntaste :XD: Iba a ser bastante feo ir a la prueba de ingreso con practica de inglés y rebotar por español :XD: (Aunque si sentis que te cuesta la pronunciacion en inglés como yo, te puede servir practicar un poco)
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